I don’t get how I’ve been having such a great week and I felt like things got better but then all of a sudden I can get so down and feel like shit. It really fucking sucks cuz I honestly believed it was all getting better.

Like a cancer for the soul

ill-keep-dreaming:

That’s what depression is. A cancer for the soul. Medications may help to an extent. But after awhile the good effects fade, the depression wins. There is no surgical procedure for it. You have to live with it. The good days and the bad. You have to fight like hell to keep it from consuming you. Some days you win, most days you lose.

I hope I get to go to counciling tomorrow

Why am I so fucking sad today tho v.v

Man I feel like crap today :/ ugh, I just wanna disappear.

8t8:

JAY Z & Kanye West - No Church In The Wild

I’m like the worst person ever :/ I’m sorry for that. I’m sorry to everyone. This fucking guilt is killing me :(